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Saturday, May 8, 2010Y

so far im steady with my schoolwork..
still as "kancong"
(i donno how in hanyu pinyin spelt like)
as before..
always do things fast..
but i don wanna things like previously
like "life is always unfair"..
but thank God, after much of perseverance
i made it here in poly..
my effort, perseverance and endurance
really paid off..
but i really don wanna that ""unfairness"
happens to me again..
externally, i can be strong..
internally?
only God knows...
i always do things with pride, effort, etc
but sumtimes its just, i think this is what
i call "challenge" from Him..
i really think HERE is very challenging
and if i used to aim 90%,
now i have to aim 99%..
i know i need to lower my expectations
but now im competing
with 90 "8-15 pointer" students..
see the competitiveness?
i've been observing for the past 3weeks and
they really got the substance..
and i mean it..
got THE substance...

Saturday, May 08, 2010 Photobucket